Pay the Price
This week I measured the gate to get an estimate on how much it would cost me on only the steel material. I would roughly need 60 feet of 11 gauge 1.5” square steel tubing to build the frame. Costing $21.76 each for a 12-foot piece, I would spend approximately $110 on just the frame I would be welding. I did not price all other materials besides a few 2 7/8 posts because I will be utilizing a post from the old fence. Let me just say that I was surprised at how low the cost would be for the frame, and that is going off prices online. It very well could cost more considering the price of anything these days. Thinking about the price of the gate overall seems less of a surprise to me. I know when you add up all material, it quickly can add to your bill and before you know it you have yourself a gate hundreds of dollars over budget.
The only relation I could see between welding and my
occupational well-being is if welding was a chosen occupation that I participated
in religiously and did so on the fact that it brought me more joy than other occupations
do. I would say at this point because it can be so difficult to find time to get
to the shop, welding has not been a contributor to my well-being. It has
hindered my ability to do a project independently because I am relying on others
to provide me with the space, time, material, and equipment necessary to
complete projects within the occupation. When I am engaging in the occupation
and seeing the outcomes of my efforts, it boosts my confidence and shows me my
capabilities. My self-perception facilitates my occupational well-being when participating
in welding.
The seven occupational needs connected to occupational
well-being relate to my occupation accordingly:
1.
Accomplishment: When I feel accomplished in my efforts
to trying to do new things within my occupation it makes me feel good about
myself. When I feel good about myself, the occupation of welding has a better
occupational outcome and I have a better sense of well-being. Accomplishment facilitates
the want and drive to do better, be better, and work harder next time.
2.
Affirmation: When I get the affirmation that I
am doing well within my occupation it makes me seek enjoyment out of the occupation
more. When I enjoy the occupation, my sense of occupational well-being increases.
Affirmation facilitates and reaffirms my abilities to do things that are hard.
3.
Agency: Agency can either facilitate or hinder
my occupation. Who is involved with my occupation can change the enjoyment
status. Where I practice the occupation can change how it influences my ability
to engage in my occupation mindfully. When I engage in my occupation is not always
my decision. Why I am engaging in this occupation is not a choice of mine, but
what I chose to do as a new occupation is. So many different factors of agency
play a role in how I perceive my occupation and occupational well-being.
4.
Coherence: Welding teaches me many different
things and reminds me of others. As I learn about welding, I learn about myself.
The development and meaning of this occupation create meaning within my life.
These occupational experiences are what defines who I am, what I desire, and
what my intentions are.
5.
Companionship: Welding for me is a co-occupation.
It is a co-occupation because I need the skills and expertise of another individual.
I need the space, materials, and knowledge provided by another to be successful.
Without co-occupation I would be unable to engage in the occupation, and without
occupational participation, there is no occupational well-being.
6.
Pleasure: Because I have not welded anything
major, the sense of pleasure has yet to arise. I can certainly see a sense of
enjoyment in this occupation, but for now my frustration is in the progress of
my transition from one occupation to another thinking I would have reliable
sources. Because I do not have much pleasure within this occupation now, does
not mean it will not come with time and facilitate a good sense of occupational
well-being later.
7.
Renewal: The occupation of welding would hinder
my ability to harness a sense of renewal only because I chose an occupation that
had the most available resources to myself at the time. I did not choose the occupation
because it would bring me peace. I did not choose the occupation because it
would bring me clarity, and I did not choose the occupation because it would be
re-energizing. Welding unfortunately does not contribute to this need connected
to occupational well-being.
Brandy,
ReplyDeleteI think you bring up many good points about the complex relationship of occupation and all the other things going on in our lives. You mentioned that welding has been a source of frustration and stress because you have to rely on external circumstances to achieve your goal. However, you can see the potential for your relationship with welding to shift positively in the future. Would you say that affirmation mainly comes from others or from yourself in welding? I appreciate your analysis of agency involved in welding. You demonstrated how complex even one aspect of occupation can be. It makes me wonder about how one choice (choosing welding as an occupation) can lead to us feeling as though we no longer have a choice (ongoing pursuit of welding). It made me pause to think about other areas in our lives in which we apply autonomy and factors that can lead to subduing it.
Katie,
DeleteI have not gotten too far into the occupation of welding to know if the affirmations would come from others. I could certainly see more self-affirming actions than anything else. I think the sense of feeling capable and seeing the outcomes will determine if the affirmations change. The occupation of welding I hope continues in the direction I would like it to. So many different factors have played a role within this occupation that my sense of well-being within the occupation has not yet mustered. I hope my resources are willing enough to continue to guide me in my efforts within the occupation of welding, and maybe then will I see a shift in the hindering aspects.
Brandy